A Lost Battle

I found out today, that after short blissful moments of having a reason to live again, i lost that reason. I am only able to type this because of the Big Man up there. If it were not for Him, i would have taken this to the limits and my already tormented heart, will feel the bitterness of loneliness.

But the Good Lord has proven His immense and endless love to me and took pity on my soul. I asked Him for an answer and He provided that answer moments later. It was like an instant messaging program. Through my friends and through my opponent in this matter of liking and the beginning of love. But what i cherished most today was 1) that the answer was very prompt, I felt it was as if He knew what i was going through and He didn't want me to suffer anymore. 2)a good friend's kind words. " He might have won a battle, but the victor of the war is still unbeknown. The triumph of a man is in the war, not the battles." ( Vincent King, 2004)