::Angel of Mine::

Fearing this would turn out bad for everything that should be right
Fearing the friendships that would be torn apart due to what i might
Your wisdom promises a future and life in me, that i can see
Your smile shows me there's another reason to live and be me

I'm aware of what might turn out
I'm afraid of what might be
I have second thoughts of us being as one
But i feel the love in my heart grow everytime i'm away from you
And i ache moments that i know i'm missing out on the greatest
How am i to take this and make it all go away?
Or should i stand true to my feelings and let it stay?

Then i stand here viewing the picture that i'm trying to draw
All seems so tense so bitter that i am lost in the masterpiece of my life
There are so many things to think of, where it should only be of you and me
I see the love you have for him still taints that heart of yours

I'm aware of what might turn out
I'm afraid of what might be
Now us is only an imagination that is to ponder
And then i think of you and me and how things could be
Hanging on to the times that you gave me strength to face a new day
Now i'm thrown into the endless sea of wandering and torture again
When will the sun shine and the moments of glory take away the pain?

- Alcar -