Love poverty

Now that he's standing here next to you
I see in your eyes he's taken all the blues
Knowing your heart longed to have him all this time
What i'll do or say means nothing to your heavenly sublime

This has always been the case of me loving someone
Never to have the love returned or holding me dear
Every night i wish upon the stars hoping you're the one
That i'll hold dear to my heart and say she is forever

The numbness in my soul for all the bitterness
Is proof to you that if you're happy with his love
And how he treats you is beyond this earth
Then my love is here for you and i'll make it endless
I'll walk away from your life and leave the two of you
I'll make it all easier and not let you have a clue
That i used to love you so very much
And i prayed that both of us will have memories
For i dreamt that someday our lives are such
But i know you love him so i'll leave the memories

It seems i can never win this battle
Every time i hold on to someone who's heart's so pure
My dreams are that some one knows the cure
To the painful nights and bitter misery
How long am i to last with this love that's in my heart?
I want to show her how much i'll never want to part
But i awake from my sleep no one's here
I can only see the darkness that'so clear
Can't it be for once the girl shine her love on me?

I want to live and love with every bit of me
And it seems the world is against this to be
Why are chances never right?
And no one where i can draw light?
Even if i could even if i wanted to
Circumstances are always not for us two
I've been waiting so long, so hard, so painful
When will i taste the moments that are blissful
Please just take me, my heart feels it's not of this place
Glory i try to find, sorrows turn in time
All i want, all i need is to call her mine
My dreams are broken, my heart shattered, when will i find my solace?


- Alcar -