A plea to forgive me

I've always been perceived as arrogant, rude and often cold towards others i have very little knowledge of. I also tend to attain jealousy at a prompt rate. Quick tempered and abusive were a few of my many flaws I've experienced. I've played and not work. I've taken life and the essence of life, love as a mere toy. Having feelings on an on-off basis. But all those happened when I was at an age where it all mattered. Nothing else. The glory i received from it was endless. Nor was the sufferings and sorrow that came along with it. As times change, so must I. With all those flaws that once filled this being of mine, I have had many enemies. I know what I did were some, at an unforgivable rate. I ask of you this, that you forgive me for the many wrongs that i have committed. And i ask that you find it in your hearts to forgive me.

Being away from home has taught me many things. One of which i share with all of you this very moment. Humility. However, i do stand firm on one principle in my life, "Don't Fuck With Me"or anything that i hold dear to my heart. I do not mind if the mishaps or occurences might take place with me in it, for i am already broken. Bring it to those that matter to me, and i promise you this, as long as i have blood flowing through my veins, i'll personally grant you, your 3 fold utopian nightmare.

- Alcar -