1983

I gaze into the night sky
Shooting stars are seen to fly
I go back to when I was a champion
Where everything I did was a passion
I used to be the person who never wants to part
I thought all I needed was my heart

The days are slowly weakened
The nights are suddenly saddened
I'm thrown into a cave of sorrow
I look to see if there's a tomorrow
All through the years
All of the tears
The closeness I once had
Is it everything to be paid?
I hear the waves come crashing
I know you're out there shining
I'm still fighting this war

The aching from the past
Your presence makes all this the last
They're still possesions I don't want to let go
And you're an obsession that seems to grow
When I look at the sea
Thinking how I used to be
Then I see the calmness of the horizon
Then I wonder how your hands will be
I want a life with you
Where all the pain
Where all the broken dreams
Are swept away by the warmth you give
Are brought away by the embrace everlong
It's not about the most amazing
It's not always about the missing

We will fight
And then disagree
I will stand tall
And I will not fall
For the last flight
To look in your eyes
Hold you one moment longer
Making us that much stronger
I don't want to hear the cries
I don't want us to have good byes

And when I'm old and grey
And I'll think about our days
The moments when I felt homesick
And I was begging the Lord for mercy
To remove all the hate of this world
To take away this loneliness I feel
To forgive me of all my crimes
To help me remember your kisses
To endear each night so cold
To cherish the happiness you gave
To have all my faults perished
To hear the beat of your heart
To never forget the family we share
To the b*****g times we had
To the purest of times together
To hear you calling my name
To know your hope and faith
Is with me every step I take
You're the cure no one can make
For the hug you gave that morning in May
Is like a bud from the oak every Spring's Day
It matters not who our firsts might be
For it was you and me who set us free

Thoug people feel my independence
I'm still in need of your perseverance
I don't know why or when to move
I don't want to wake from this reverie
Cause there's always vile in reality
Cause I want to have your love

And in our private moments
And in our silhoutte together
We'll leave the shattered
We'll depart the stoned
Meeting you is serendipity
Having a life with you is certainty
So when you walk down the aisle one day
I'm going to be the man standing right there
It seems all so dear to me now
The colours you bring so beautiful
Through the ups and downs
Through dusk till dawn
When I wake I know you're next to me
In His kingdom, I pray I rest
In His mercy, my soul I rest
For all the pain the knife brought through
Was healed by being next to you
Our kids will learn to love their home
For you're the heart and my home

So when I lay my head to rest
Just after some hits of grass
In my dreams you'll come alive
In my dreams I'll see our glory
So before reality sets in
And when there's always this grin
I want you to know that you're forever cute
I want you to know you look good in white
I want you to know the charms you caused to me
I want you to know the dog i gave is me
I want to be your dearest
I want you to be my purest
So when I leave this world one day
I can say I love you more than 24 a day

- Our love will live through generations -

Remembrance of this whole week I was stoned, knowing deep in my heart, the only thing that mattered was her and getting to know her. How it'll go, i don't know...time tells a lot.