A Dedication to all that were once very dear to me

Charlene: Thank you for being my first love. You were the one who opened doors i never thought possible in this life. Never would i know, it was all generated from you. It was the purest and most honest love i've experienced. My gratitude goes out to you fully. Sorry for not making it up when i should have. Irrationality and being young took over. I do hope you understand. My well wishes goes out to you.

Kelly: You understand me the most, know me inside out and if i were to have an enemy, it wouldn't be you. For i know you know me too well. You have been patient all throughout us, back then. And i on the other hand, was a mere donkey who was stubborn and selfish. Never had i thought about you and how you felt. Circumstance never did permit us, to be us. Thank you for being my best friend till this moment. Without you, i seriously wonder where i would stand today. I love you and will still love you. There will always be this place in my heart for you my dear dear friend.

Adeline: This last push i gave in pursuing your heart and trying to make it mine. It was very very unfortunate as things didn't work out. I know you will make one hell of a life companion. Your heart i believe is the purest i've seen. I left things hanging and what would happen and how things would have turned out to be will only be questions that no one would know the answer. But i thank you for allowing me time and your care that never ceased. You seem to bring out the best in me, but how is that circumstance is never right? My hope is that you are happy with your life and will continue that feeling wherever you are, whenever.

Adeline: You were the one i shared all of my love with, and actually had it returned endlessly. I never thought i would find someone like you but i did. And i was very very thankful. Guess that things just can't seem to work out now. I believe you made your CHOICE in life. But thank you for all the times you placed a smile which was honest to my heart. I thank you for that.

Nancy: You and i were like in the movies, those american movies where you are the girl that everyone desires. More like a high school movie, and i was the normal fellow, with nothing to offer. I seriously wonder sometimes how true your heart was, but i must say, you made my high school dreams come true, to have someone so amazing in person and personality when with me. I dabble on the idea of how things would have turned out between us, but then i look back, and i stare blindly into thin air. Thank you for making all my dreams come true. For 2 weeks, i lead the happiest moments of my life. Now i am only to discover that those 2 weeks were a beautiful illusion of nothing.

Moral Fibre

"Moral fibre is finding out the one thing you really care about. It's about one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world. And when you find her, you fight for her. You risk it all. You put her in front of everything. Your future, your life, all of it. And maybe the stuff you do isn't that clean, but it doesn't matter. Cause in your heart you know that the juice is worth the squeeze.That's what moral fibre is all about."

- adapted from "The Girl Next Door" -

I found my moral fibre. It's you Alcy.