all i need

.the angel in disguise.
.the comfortable silence.
.the flawless ways.
.the defining moments.
.the inspirational encouter.
.the thoughtless words.
.the criminal actions.
.the perfect moments.
.the beautiful face.
.the despaired soul.
.the exploding smile.
.the pure heart.
.the humbled mind.
.the winning ways.
.the outrageous emotions.
.the outbursting laughter.
.the priceless possession.
.the unplesant sights.
.the complimenting music.
.the endless drama.
.the favourite drink.
.the dream come true.
.the morning face.
.the nocturnal darkness.
.the blinding light.
.the guiding star.
.the out-reaching hand.
.the stroke of fate.
.the serendipitous collision.
.the understanding one.
.the careless whisper.
.the falling stardust.
.the radiant rain.
.the stormy seas.
.the appeasing touch.
.the obscuring variations.
.the delirious character.
.the renewing sublimation.
.the rainbow's end.
.the eternal bond.
.the sparkling eyes.
.the limber caress.
.the clearing skies.
.the bona fide nature.
.the reciprocated love.

Now stop asking me what i want

Blind

To Nancy,

3 years has come and gone,
I've died 1000 nights,
I learnt I've lost you shining light,
You've had your retribution,
Allow my heart its continuation,
Please just say you're done.

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why?
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

Lifehouse - Blind

tearing no more and in the darkness i lie no more